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Tuesday, April 1, 2008
xx
i cant remember when was the last time i saw xx. but i remember that i din wanna remember xx... and over the months that lingering feeling has completely disappeared... so much so that i dunno what to say to xx. neither did i feel like talking to xx cuz it's so awkward and xx is like a stranger to me.
but today we talked and i came to know that xx has changed. in some ways, but xx's future academic prospect is gonna be something so near to where i am now... all of a sudden i feel excited to know xx all over again... not like the past, but more like a friend... because xx is doing something so familiar to me... ALL TOO FAMILIAR... so much that i can't believe xx is gonna take this step instead of his initial academic plans.
but come to think of it again, i dunno how m i gonna handle seeing xx again. will it be misunderstood? i've never felt excited knowing a friend all over again before.
be DIFFERENT.
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