Saturday, March 29, 2008

thanks for the concern people!
i love you!

retail therapy does wonders.... recently bought back 5 pieces of bras from the BHG sale... damn funky la the colours. hahaa damn cool. and DAMN CHEAP! never gonna hang it outside again!

went to bugis recently and also bought another 3 pairs of fruits and vege series ear studs. the BEST THING is that the carrot one that i lost, is finally selling at bugis again! the other time when i lost it, i went back to buy and they dun sell it anymore... now it's back ((((:

bought another tee that says i love shopping. with a rainbow. hahaa. so cute. and bought my skinny black jeans, although kena ripped off la. by 3 bucks. hahaha.

overall, all these shopping made my wardrobe complete again! happy happy.

be DIFFERENT.
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Thursday, March 27, 2008

dear world,

i think i've changed. and i dun like this change. i remember how i used to be super enthusiastic around hall... wanting to know and interact with more people... can't stop socialising and knowing pple i din use to know... and all... as well in sch... even though i wasnt very shou2 with venom i still tried to interact...

yet after ih... i see a totally different me. i see my momentum coming to an awkward halt... i din know what to talk to my close friends in hall about alr. i felt like i lost connection within the 2 mths. they are talking things that i dun catch cuz i haven been around. and i dunno how to entertain some people anymore cuz like we are having different interests and im constantly tired and worried if i got work to catch up so i return to my room frequently. this is especially so during my peak period of presentations... always had to stay in sch till late.

everything is so different. i feel damn antisocial now... like even if i see familiar pple i dunno what to say anymore... it seems like as that feeling builds up, the more i feel so. i kinda stopped opening up cuz im lost. no more sense of security. i seem to be comfortable only with 1 or 2 pple.

oh shit. what the hell is happening to me?

and i dunno whether i shld run for jcrc again. i think i lost that energy in hall already u know.

be DIFFERENT.
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

dear world,

i'm doing fine now finally after a week of intensely hectic schedule. meetings, 4 (-1) presentations, lotsa OB, not doing tutorials, and CAB. woah. i feel exhilarated finishing that week and still being in one piece. hoho.

presentations went smoothly, although not as impressive as i hoped they were. coming up this week would be me catching up on statistics and hopefully doing tutorials which i haven been consistently completing because Dr Yee doesnt give a shit about it every tutorial. like the past 2 wks i've been skipping his tutorials cuz i absolutely gain nth out of it. in fact today as im blogging now i just completing a chapter of stats. heh. his job you know, every lesson is to say, "allright, any questions? if not, next group come present." like that i can be a tutor too. and earn the big bucks from everyone's sch fee.

about mkting and ob, i really dunno how to study for exams. dunno what to expect as well. is it just reading and reading... and for ob, chi ching says we need additional insights from out of the textbook in our ans our we might get C for our ob. gawd. other classes said their tutors never said that.

and the other day after my grp presented for ob chi ching asked the class, "gosh, this class has a very high std in presentation *fights back tears* i really want to know, m i pressurising you guys too much? becuz you are all putting way too much effort in ur stuff"

of course everyone was like oh no la no la... but OBVIOUSLY. we are DAMN PRESSURED BY HER DEMANDING STD AND EVERY GRP TRIES TO BREAK THE MKT EVERY WK. she's like the kind of tutor you cld IMpossibly ask for. one move slower during the add/drop period and you're gone for that sem. you get chi ching.

chi ching loves teaching. that's our fav line.

im back onto online shopping again. that day ryan intro-ed me this webbie to see if there's any nice clothes. i found one and happily placed my orders. then 10 mins later on msn he told me that his fren asked him if i bought clothes from that webbie.

turns out that shop is opened by his senior. my gawd. and she was like woah, next time must mention kw's gf then can get discount. oh rights. hahaha. i thought it's pretty funny. unknowingly i bought clothes from his fren. and he din even realise that shop is set up by his fren sia.

anyway since she offered goodwill for my future purchases, shall advertise her site.

http://soulmotif.livejournal.com

have you guys watched Rule #1? it may not seem like the usual horror you see during previews, but you gotta watch it. it's really freaky. at extreme points of the movie. lol.

(i've been craving for fries and mayo everyday. transfats. argh.)

u know im suddenly damn glad i paid a bit more attention in maths class in aj. it does come in handy during stats module now, i kinda dun have to focus so much while studying for it. maybe just a quick scan will do. yay.

realised i've become a bit distant from the usual peeps i used to be close to in hall. guess sometimes the things u gotta do in hall and the decisions you make in life requires some sacrifice ba. but im holding on to the few whom i really trust a lot... like horny and some others. im not the type that can constantly have the energy to sustain the r/s with frens unless i have a lot to tell them. sad right. wish i cld be like my roomie!

oh ya. here's a secret i shall share. sarah is my secret hot date! LOL. i think she has forgotten about this.

be DIFFERENT.
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Saturday, March 8, 2008

gee... a relationship is like a sinusoidal (how do you spell that already) curve... all the lovey dovey stuff goes on at the beginning and it makes you happy, like fairy tale like that... then later soon things will die down cuz after all how can people have enough energy to impress and be high all the time? that would be so tiring. i know that, yet, i cant help feeling slightly disappointed when it happens. ): and because i hate it to happen, i try to put in more effort to show you even more love! haha. i love the courting times. sigh. not like you're no longer sweet anymore. probably the surprise and excitement dies down. so sad! ): i'll try harder to keep the sparks flying (then fun ma)... hope you will too! LOVES!

be DIFFERENT.
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