Wednesday, August 29, 2007

the sweet escape gwen stefani

If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better,
Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

You held me down,
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out,
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce,
counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around,
let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy,
waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me,
wanna take you with me

If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever),
Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo

this is one exceptionally lonely day. after biz law tutorial i ended up wandering around alone and finally settled at the IT lab at S4. dunno why i decided to AS myself out of the social life for a while. din initiate lunch with pple or go meet up... but it's like having sometime for myself alone is sth i craved for all of a sudden. no obligations to any forms of communication... just me, myself and i. in front of the com.

the past mth i've been dedicating time for social stuff... camps, activities, chats, studies, stress, blah... i mean although i might be loud and all around hall... it doesn't mean i was able to pour all my troubles to everyone i know... at the end of the day im just alone inside trying to fight the problems and all... i know i have the bestest friends around who are out there to give my moral support... esp the family tree... but i guess at the end of the day the real suann is an introvert... shutting up to herself... and probably wouldn't break the ice unless.................. wells you reckon?

okie dokes. now waiting for my next tutorial... (also the most lullaby-ish one). AA101 hur hur. oh yeah so hungry now. should have grabbed the tuna sandwich from foodfest this morning. bleahx. shall go find PAU to eat now.

be DIFFERENT.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

guess what, been sleeping at 5am every night(or rather, morning) for the past few days... schedule is getting tight, so many things to tend to... meetings to go to... tutorials to complete... bleh bleh bleh. the list will go on in the upcoming yr...

just ended jcrc rallying and i have to admit it's really a torture... probably it's already a known fact how scary it is... but wells, it finally ended! i went in without a script... and regretted it. lol. so many things i had in mind just disappeared. to think i wanted to do everyth naturally. boo. in the end i dun even rmb wad i said and how i did it. all i know is that i spoke wadever into my mind and i dun rmb if i had said it b4. i din even finish wad i planned to say lol.

in short, it was really scary when pple start shooting qns. lol so unpredictable and whatever i cld say might have been said by the sports sect alr. then i rmb at one point of time i got so cold sitting under the air con that i just shivered non stop. xiao bee is really sweet! she went all the way back to her rm to get me a sweater... though it's a lil small for (hee) it was really WARM. seriously. thanks a lot girl i love you so much!

why am i so busy the past few days? i cant really point out but basically i was doing jcrc stuff through the night and had to chiong tutorial till 5am (n unproductive too). anyways partly oso cuz last weekend i din bring enough stuff home to complete.

bleahx. is this gonna be wad happens for the rest of my year? and my poor roomie is complaining of loneliness cuz of my frequent absence from the room... sorry hil! ):

anyways on sat night sth political happened, and it's a lil bit of politics targeted to yours truly. oh wells. it had been a nightmare and i have to say i felt really stabbed. but wells, m getting over it, aned hopefully things will turn out for the better. after all we need this peace to work well for the rest of the year, esp for that THING in dec.

and i really appreciated jeremy's counselling session. it really calmed me a lot i guess.

shall not elab on the story. just know never be too quick to judge me.

anyways election is on this thursday 6pm at the seminar room! please come down and vote for us, support all those without contenders, and select the best person for those with contenders! and thanks thothies for your support! (dunno why im advertising election day when this is simply a low profile blog lol).

by the way, im addicted to this song, although it's been quite sometime now... it has pretty interesting lyrics lol and i love the meaning.

umbrella rihanna

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

When the sun shines,
we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come here to me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more

i know most of us like to joke about the mouth spasm part of the song but hey! it's really nice la this song.

be DIFFERENT.
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

can you believe my most frequently visited site is http://sg.finance.yahoo.com ? i know you wun believe it. me neither.

the rumour came true. indeed, nbs is one faculty FULL of projects to do. esp when they din really teach you anyth related then they just throw you a bunch of project instructions. then you're left to die without knowing why u died. it's such a killer. i knew nuts about stock markets n the 1st 2 financial management seminars din even touch nuts about stock mkt. and there, our very first project (or prolly u can call it the 2nd "essay qn") is to play with stocks from our local banks. LIVE. meaning the mkt we're playing is the real mkt out there, just that those $100,000 cold hard cash isn't exactly real.

suffered heavy loss the past 2 days but today SGX did me proud! so did OCBC and UOB but i'd better release them soon. not too promising.

but come to think of it, rather fun ain't it?

be DIFFERENT.
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

went for the NBS runway vegas just now at st james powerhouse!

i wonder if you guys enjoyed it... for me the whole clubbing part was like only allright leh. couldnt get the high and was a bit sick oso. so left early.

successfully refrained from too much alcohol! yeah! must conserve my throat, seriously, i can feel it cracking up.

and CONGRATS my dearest JESSIE! for being MISS POPULAR! our efforts paid off! (most of it goes to joanne and gang~)

well the pageant preview part was nice~ liked the part where the girls danced... but jessie must smile more! lol.

anyways venom was super united today! and huiyin went really high after only 10 mins into the dance floor. hopefully she takes good care of herself man! (by the way lay ling we missed you!)

this session really makes me look forward to D&D! wonder wad's coming up next~

before the bash had a clique outing at cine kbox. heh. looks like my voice has recovered 80%. im still praying hard for the remaining 20% to come back soon. otherwise how do i sing and strum. LOL.

by the way, i hope serx and emily love their presents (:

lemme update a lil, apparently me and my seventytwos signed for quite a bunch of stuff in hall. which includes sing and strum, dance and cheerleading. whee. i wonder how im gonna cope with my work. bleah. but every single thing seems fun know.

and not to forget- JCRC.

im running for A sports sec, and seems like we've got sth called bala's army. LOL. in other words, this yr's main comm rally will be having 2 parties competing with each other. like PAP and others. in short, just vote for bala's army!

you know who to vote for A sports sec k.

and the other posts.

MAKE SURE. (:

p/s by the way, how the hell did i get nominated for pageant? it's never been in my encyclopedia all my 18 yrs of life...........

be DIFFERENT.
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

sigh

double sigh.

this damn cough of mine has been going on for a week already... lost my voice previously and after my voice came back, the cough started. and my coughing fits are more frequent than anyone else cuz i have a medical history of weak lungs and used to have bad coughs thru my childhood. bleahx. it's damn malu-ating to keep coughing non stop:

1) in the middle of lectures,
2) in the middle of TUTORIALS...
3) in the middle of a damn ON activity like some sorta party,
4) in the middle of a mass convo gossip session,
5) and in the middle of the night whilst trying to slp.

haix. wad's happening to me? i cant seem to recover and apparently i'm starting to catch a flu. wtf. feeling super screwed and super restless... i mean usually in times when i'd be super high... i couldn't do it anymore. it's like i have to stop myself from feeling itchy at the throat like 70% of the time OR feel too tired to talk after all the coughing. i coughed so much that i think some abs are forming.

yesterday had a really funny and screwed incident during lecture at LKC. as usual, i was having coughing fits again ma, so since i was sitting at the last row of the theatre, and there were a row of exit doors behind me, the most natural reaction was to get out of the theatre to finish coughing via those exits. TO MY HORROR, when i wanted to get back into the theatre, the doors were locked. cant go in eh. turns out that the doors are only for exits, not entrances.

damn so i walked thru that long long corridor trying to find a way out. okay. finally, there was this door that leads to a flight of stairs. TO MY HORROR AGAIN, the flights of stairs seemed to never end, and when i finally found an exit, i was at cantten B already. OH NICE. that's LKC for you... such an adventure right. just to clear some coughing fits i had to go like how many levels downstairs and climb up again. my og mate was like, how come u exit from the top and come back from downstairs?!

today's tutorials were okay, the biz law one turned out to be pretty fun! our tutor is this lawyer who has a lot of stories to tell us and claims to be easily distracted. LOL. i like him, he's good. well i cant say the same for accounting. lecture was great but tutorial was really boring and the pace was fast. and i have to say the tutor tries a little too hard to be funny. heh.

wells, bless me, wanna get well soon. signed for around 5 ccas and some of the auditions are coming soon.

by the way, you wun believed i signed up for deli aprecio as one of the choices. i mean, i even paid 5 bucks alr... so m like a member already! at first i wasn't interested in clubs, but this one sure looks interesting, it's an EATING club. LOL. then kinda pulled a lot of people from thoth to join!! mass block sign up. hahahas.

then there's MJ dance, contemparary dance, floorball, and inline skating. feels good to have my freedom to choose ccas.

in sec sch, i remember i was such a dumb ass who din even bother to look at other ccas and immediately signed up for NPCC. not that im saying i regret being in NP, but becuz of my sudden passion for UGs esp NP, i actually blinded myself from looking at other cool ccas, probably could have taken up some skills elsewhere.

then there was NJC. being an appeal student i was forced to take AIR RIFLE. which i totally sucked at. LOL. it's a cool cca but i just totally had no talent in it i think? okay, come to think of it, it's not me lor!! it's just that they only recruit elites... (ie, the 5 elites from the whole cohort) say WOW. it was a long story why i had to take up air rifle to appeal.........

then in AJC. tht was my fault la. initially wanted to sign up for a sport cca... in the end, no one accompanied me to the booths and i just ponned cca carnival with my classmate! in the end mickey tan enforced this rule that all ajcians MUST have a cca. yes. so that's how i ended up joining photography society via emily. not that i din learn a single thing from photog, just that i dun really have a passion for using DSLRs i guess.

okok. just wish me GET WELL SOON! (:

be DIFFERENT.
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

what does hostel life mean to you?

1) needing to clean up the room every 2 wks. [ ): ]
2) needing to do your own laundry every 3 days. [ ): ]
3) getting to play sports in the evening or even jog. [ (: ]
4) you wun get bored in the middle of the night cuz u've got your nice neighbours and frens to hang out with. [ (: ]
5) no hunger pangs in the middle of the night as well. [ (: ]
6) but you'd get fat sooner of later. [ ): ]
7) you've got your own little india or chinatown close by. [ /: ]
8) you get to mug in your own private space near your school [ (: ]
9) your internet connection is faster than the one at home, so you can watch live tv online. [ ((: ]
10) free shuttle bus to school! [ (: ]

results: i HEART hall 15 !


yup im enjoying life there, miss my block when i go home. but i remember there's this day when i was doing laundry in hall when i kinda felt so rah rahhh cuz i feel so busy... have to mug, do tutorials, cut myself some slack by doing some other stuff outta my room so i wun get bored, AND do laundry... feed myself when im hungry and blah. in the long term i wonder if i can juggle these properly. otherwise if i end up in a mess you guys at block 72 must help me kay!

that day i was at hall 15 webbie and saw this online poll on whether we should change the block numbers to other interesting names. hmmm, i wonder if anyone came out with any names. if i were to name blk 72... i think it'd be called TOFFEE. lol. (er hem. remember thothie? :P)

was looking at my planner for the month. this month is pretty packed man. sooner or later i'd definitely kena lecture from my folks again. how i dun spend enough time at home, how i dun answer the phone and they wanna stop paying for my bills. blah. but last night james assured me it would only last one mth.

come to think of it, i still owe someone at sentosa something and at this rate i dun think i can get wad he wants for him anytime soon ): .

okays. tutorial time!

be DIFFERENT.
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Saturday, August 11, 2007

ta dah!

i finally did it... gotten so sian of my previous blog that i left it to rot for almost half a yr. then again, i've got nth to do online anymore other than youtube, msn, friendster and randomly surfing online shopping sites. besides, you can say that im on yet another new phase of my life (and it'd better be good) so i din really feel like continuing on that fantasy blog with 2 cartoons holding hands. of cuz it's not as if i would start looking for gay couples to be featured on my blog skin. hurhur.

besides the previous address is getting into my nerves... im so outta the 5566 era!

by the way, wad has changed since the last entry in my last blog?

1) i took a break from working at sentosa.
2) i clubbed&pubbed.
3) i took too much alcohol within 2 wks.
4) i understood wad's the meaning behind the tutu tarik cheer.
5) i had my first taste of mugging for uni.
6) i bought my first financial calculator, which costs 55 bucks after discount.
7) i lost my voice 3 times within a month, and currently it hasn't even recovered 80%. ):
8) i got over IT. totally. im still amazed.
9) i finally bought harry potter's half blood prince book becuz im desperate to read the last book, deathly hallowa.
10) i miss sentosa ):
11) i moved into hall 15!
12) AND i'm loving it.
13) i jumped into the pool from the 5m diving board.
14) 1 went into the underground drainage tunnel, aka the sewage, aka wad-lies-beneath-the-manhole.
15) i saw a drunk and totally wasted girl and my jaw dropped.

tht's about it. shall start editing my template already. :D

be DIFFERENT.
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