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Thursday, March 27, 2008
dear world,
i think i've changed. and i dun like this change. i remember how i used to be super enthusiastic around hall... wanting to know and interact with more people... can't stop socialising and knowing pple i din use to know... and all... as well in sch... even though i wasnt very shou2 with venom i still tried to interact...
yet after ih... i see a totally different me. i see my momentum coming to an awkward halt... i din know what to talk to my close friends in hall about alr. i felt like i lost connection within the 2 mths. they are talking things that i dun catch cuz i haven been around. and i dunno how to entertain some people anymore cuz like we are having different interests and im constantly tired and worried if i got work to catch up so i return to my room frequently. this is especially so during my peak period of presentations... always had to stay in sch till late.
everything is so different. i feel damn antisocial now... like even if i see familiar pple i dunno what to say anymore... it seems like as that feeling builds up, the more i feel so. i kinda stopped opening up cuz im lost. no more sense of security. i seem to be comfortable only with 1 or 2 pple.
oh shit. what the hell is happening to me?
and i dunno whether i shld run for jcrc again. i think i lost that energy in hall already u know.
be DIFFERENT.
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