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Sunday, December 16, 2007
hi, i'm the asst sports sec and i can do everything myself.
i almost had to die from falling into this curse. thank goodness for the sweet people around, cheering me up and giving me support all the way. and coming down for the games even though they are shagged out and are playing for almost all the games. i dunno what would have happened without you guys!! loves!
seriously i dunno what's the whole point of IH. SAO lets that certain hall recruit all the great players and then send them out for IH. then all other halls have to take part in IH to claim that 1 miserable point and then watch that hall win the championship every year. if you think im jealous of that hall, you're wrong. im not jealous. we are all just uni students staying in halls, but the only thing i dun understand is why IH exists if we know that hall would definitely win almost everyth. then what's the point of us desperately gathering the only few people we can find in hall to make up for a team, send them down, shag them out, to claim that one participation point. for some sports luckily, they're able to excel up to quarterfinals. but it all boils down to one thing; the same hall always wins.
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this IH i finally opened my eyes big big and saw the whole truth about PEOPLE. those that do nothing and talk big. those who say that they are busy because they are doing SOMETHING. but what SOMETHING? not like i'm in the best position to speak about this but when i watch this happening aside, i dunno whether i should continue doing what i'm striving for all this while. making sure IH doesnt fall apart for hall 15, giving the players all the support all i can. yes i know a lot of people say that im more like a nanny now but it's just a way to say thanks to you all. and i can publicly say that im doing my job. this whole entry sounds damn bitchy. pardon me, but there's a time where i really wanna tell everyone what's going on in my mind. haven you guys been asking me why i keep my thoughts to myself, what exactly is going thru my mind? if saying this makes me a bitch, it isn't fair.
and at this point of time im damn grateful for a friend like ryan, cuz he's willing to come down damn early to help us convene softball cuz we freshies are damn noobs about this whole IH thingy!
anyways, jcrc is falling apart.
and to _____: people can see what you do or don't do. don't think people are blind and because you can talk big people will be blinded.
OKAY. i'm on a bitching spree. promise i wun do it again for the next 2 weeks.
be DIFFERENT.
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