Wednesday, September 26, 2007

i pmsed really badly today. woke up not feeling like talking to anyone... just wanna close up and listen to music. cheerleading basically perked me up a little, but when im not "popping" i'd just be stoning and all...

haix. hate that feeling. it makes u anti social and not wanna talk. and u lose confidence in presenting well in front of your peers, your mood dips badly that you start becoming damn grumpy. sigh, i dun wan it to happen but it just comes lo. and it's so difficult to smile and joke. ):

lost the zi high-ness~

tmr will be a better day i hope (:

be DIFFERENT.
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Monday, September 24, 2007

i wonder where you are, i wonder what you're thinking 'bout tonight...
i wonder...

be DIFFERENT.
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Friday, September 21, 2007

oh yeah. recess week is coming up! no school seh!

but have to come back on tues specially for project, and wed,thurs staying over cuz of cheerleading... hmmm hope i can shop more next week sia...

half a sememster's gone! i wonder how much i've learnt in school, since there's not much tests to determine, just projects and projects (with no feedback). after recess week would be FM quiz, and trust me i'm really in deep shit. accounting quiz last wk gave me a lil confidence, but then again, it was an easy paper for my timeslot.

dad's bday coming up on monday... wonder what to get him. then again, he doesnt appreciate gifts! last time for 2 bdays i bought him 1 box of hush puppies underwear each... and years later like now, he hasn't even used a single piece la. ._____.

recess week is really packed. first monday sure having bday celebration. come tues there's jcrc meeting. wed and thurs would be cheerleading. friday i most probably will be meeting yee theng and wansu. my god. luckily there's no "holiday homework". but still, have to mug leh.

haix. you know how sometimes i see my roomie happily going out with this guy she likes. and having admirers around. zai leh. i'm just single and charging ahead alone with all the commitments to hall stuff and studies. =X come december. i'm gonna die.

be DIFFERENT.
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

chill my fellow block mates! we are not what you think we are. because he's not the ONE.

be DIFFERENT.
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Monday, September 17, 2007

the past 2 weeks hadnt been easy; coupled with some conflicts that happened over the weekend. one is how i couldnt take someone leeching in my project grp anymore and i voiced it out, receiving personal attacks from that person in return. then it was more hearsay about someone who was still being very critical about how i do my work in the committee. damn. when will these days be over? i hate conflicts. seriously. but regarding the leech, i really couldnt stand it anymore. had to knock some sense into that person but obviously and expectedly, who would admit that he is not contributing to a grp? dunno how screwed my life is becoming, having to live up to high expectations and stuff, but really hope it'd be over soon. or this blog is gonna be such a down place.

be DIFFERENT.
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Friday, September 14, 2007

i realised the past few posts have all been about jcrc! damn. i've got no life. lol. virtually. wells. there's more to life other than jcrc!

just bought mooncakes! snow skin ones! (no bala, snow skin is not equal to ice cream moon cake :P) there's strawberry, orange and pandan flavour, all from bengawan solo! small small ones so i dun get too bloated~

dangggg. i seriously need someone to help me clean my room man. din mop the floor for a month! eww rite. but at least im washing my bedsheets now so my cleanest property would be my bed and prolly the spongebob on it!

laundry was a chore! sheesh.had to use wash in 2 loads kay. considering that we do laundry on a weekly basis. tell you sth i was really pissed about. everyone in hall 15 you would have experienced the times when u come back to collect ur laundry and you realised someone took those clothes out and left it on top of then washing machine so he/she can use it right. okay la it's quite reasonable, but guess what today someone took out my laundry and stuffed it into the handwash basin. WTF. any idea how dirty that basin is, pple practically use it to wash underwear and muddy clothes. or even shoes! damn inconsiderate leh whoever it is. of all places. i feel like slapping you okay. so what if im in the hall committee? i still feel like slapping u.

in the end i had to rewash that load. .___.

wanna say with ya some links!

playground-love (for damn freaking cute accessories)

tin trendy (for some nice bags)

shop lah! (though a very singlish name, but ideal if u like those taiwanese/japanese fashion)

yup dunno how many of you believe in online shopping, whether it's like dangerous or sth. but seriously in my opinion i tend to find better deals and cooler stuff online.

looking forward to the next issue of seventeen! i'm getting bored in the nanyang village. away from the urban buzz and my retail therapy places! sobx.

wanna shop shop, but got no time and because of the distance, have to settle with online shopping lo.

just being random

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so proud of my make up masterpiece: hilda!

be DIFFERENT.
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gee i'm so thankful for last night... so many doubts and uncertainty has been cleared, thrashed out... politics eased a little wrt the seniors... it turned out that things weren't as bad as it seemed like it was. but tgt, we found who are the ones that started all this politics... who are those that almost split the block up. in the case of those pple, well i can say tht i'd never trust them again..

i'm thankful for the hall mates and seniors who are out there to support me and listen to my problems. and gosh, the duties in jcrc has started and i can sure feel the heat! it's a year of training and learning for me. hopefully next year i can slacken a little yea....

and thanks to someone who lent me his hard disk so i get some entertainment in the middle of the night!

and thanks to venom (wee theng!) for being there even though im not able to appear a few times due to some commitments.

of cuz thanks roomie for being my emotional support~

GIVE THANKS-

be DIFFERENT.
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Friday, September 7, 2007

apparently many seniors made so much assumptions about me. my gawd. they think i'm sad about not getting some stuff... like some interviews and stuff.. but what the heck? why would they think so? esp abt the pageant thing. like wad ? i wasn't really concerned abt pageant... if u saw my face or wad it doesn't mean im upset abt it. and if i openly whine does that mean im emo? everyone faces stress but not everyone wants to tell anyone abt their stress. but i chose to. and i usually only tell my roomie... so how did the seniors conclude that im emo?

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Monday, September 3, 2007

gee u wun believe this either.

election results had calculation error; so in other words i'm officially asst sports sect.

wad a twist of events eh? just when i was having a nightmare on deciding whether to re-run there comes this heavy stone that drops flat on reality. i'm got into main comm!

hahas. :D

good news apart, up ahead will be the challenges and difficulties along the way. stress and frustration are foreseen, but wells, hopefully i learn a lot from this new experience~

today at around 8pm we had our first cheerleading practice. it's really sth refreshing cuz last yr in jc the way they did cheerleading practs were different. we use to start straight on the routines, do pom poms... lastly then focus on stunts. but in hall 15, the captain started pract like4 mths before the performance so we can learn the basic stunt moves. was practising shoulder sit and stand and locking the body... pretty nostalgic! got back that nice feeling of being up in the air like last yr... whee~ the best thing is we are not piahing and cramming everything within 1 mth of preps. lol. (rmb jaguar?)

hall life, here we go again~

be DIFFERENT.
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Saturday, September 1, 2007

thanks for all your support pple! gosh. i really feel bad for not getting it because you guys were really damn supportive la. but yeaps. gonna try other stuff from now.

in case, you haven interpreted, yesh i lost the election. which i know a lot of pple find it unexpected (not cuz im ya ya papaya think im so great, but because this election system is so foolproof that it's hard for my situation not to win it unless......). bala too, more than just a LOT of pple find it damn jawdropping. hello. what's happening? it's such a screwed thingy. uncontested position and we are unable to get in. nice.

been trying out a lot of stuff for the past mth. what an experience. din use to bother much about them but this is one election which i did try my best.

it's okay, me and kangjie have officially decided to concentrate on subcomm!

and i guess subcomm gets me learning basics. it's a blessing in disguise as well. experience mah.

i think im a pervert. trying too many things. giving too little focus on each of them. slap me.

yup who else for sub comm? :D


My Personality

Neuroticism	60
Extraversion	76
Openness To Experience	58
Agreeableness	57
Conscientiousness	27

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

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